Frustration

So much frustration today that I shed tears to myself, twice. So much frustration today that the only friend I have who was willing to spend that bit of time with me was my old wise piano. She listens to my grumbles when I play and she calms me down without saying a word.
I played Fascination. Is that a reflection of my life or a reflection of the life that I dream about?
Let me live in peace. Let me be the person that I am that I can be. Let me fly to places I want to be. Just let me be me.


3 Comments:
Dear chica,
I really hope that in the near future you'll find a way to be who you are because you deserve every right to be who you want to be! *hugs*
someone once said, that the courage to be and the freedom to choose come from within. It did not make much sense to me then, and i doubt that i would make much sense to you now.
But, i can assure you, that even though i may be biased towards these self-grown values, i reckon that they are extremely important to each person growth and development.
i hope you gain the courage to choose.
:)Astrorat
Life is all about choices. What life you lead are based on the choices you made. It all sounds so easy.
But the choices we have don't stand alone. It's not us we made the decisions for ourselves, but our decisions are more often influenced by the environment we live in and the people around us (especially in the asian culture).
I hope I have the courage to choose, and to choose in peace.
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